Save me, Kill you

Sitting here

Wondering how this happened

Wishing I was bleeding

So I could go numb

Not feel this pain

Of this vacant heart

I can feel the haunting

Of those icy eyes

Chilling to the bone

And I can’t stand the

Loneliness

How can you stand me,

When I can’t stand myself?

Too much, too fast

This pain reminds me

Of my past

The wanting to see

I bleed endlessly

No more of this

The scars are so empty

I’ll find and escape

I won’t go back

Pushing onward

Until I break

Will you help me?

Lift me up

Please save me

From myself

I’m crazy

And need your help

Could you look at me?

Without that glare

I’m sorry I’m a mistake

And I tried to save you

Cursed with this

Murderous nature

Even when I don’t mean

To kill you