Burnout

Standing in a perpetual rainstorm

Tired of being drenched

Drowning in my sorrows

So sorry

For the things I did wrong

But is it so wrong

For me to feel wanted

Appreciated

I just don’t understand

Or is it just me?

Cause it’s me who’s the common factor in everything

Everything that went wrong

That didn’t go according to plan

Am I just blowing everything out of proportion?

Am I just insecure?

Get my hopes up

Then come crashing down

It hurts so much

People walk past

Not seeing my pain

Is it me?

That’s being so blind

Look out the window and see the rain pouring

Instead of seeing that faint rainbow dancing

Trying my best to hold on

Lonely

‘Cause I feel like I just keep falling

Into the everlasting darkness

I know God’s there

Just need to feel a reassuring hand

Someone save me

Catch me

Please…