I wear my mask in the morning

It slips off from time to time

I take it off at night and weep

Cry my problems away

This happy smile doesn't belong to me

I borrowed it from my imagination

I wish I could be so happy

I wish I could stop the pain that never leaves

It always comes back

Am I selfish for wishing you were here

I hate you so much for leaving

Its not your fault im told but I still hate you

But love the thought of you none the less

You've left so much behind

And others have gained

I hate you for that

Its your fault im still here and stuck in this life

You stop me leaving, I know it

You fucker and I fucking hate you for that