FUCK THIS
I’m through with pretending
How do I know he cared anyway
I’m giving up, throwing in that towel
And locking myself away
I thought things were wrong
And to think, that I trusted him
Well, it looks like I’m out of the question now
And with that, so is he

FUCK THIS
I’m done with the beating heart
The love that wounds so many times
I’d rather die then go through this
I’ll stick to the good things
That I know I’ll never share the feelings for
But I know he’ll love me so much more
Than any other guy
Maybe that can be enough

FUCK THIS
The fucking lies of the “I love you”
Those three words never seem to be true
And with them, men murder me
My once innocent heart is tainted
Tainted by all those who willingly lied to me
Told me of dreams they never truly had
And now that the last one is gone
Maybe now I’ll end it all

FUCK THIS
I can’t stand to look at myself anymore
I never really could, and all that they said
I guess it was nothing at all that they saw
And every word they fucking uttered was lies
My heart doesn’t beat without pain, and the mirror
It reflects the horrid truths of my life
The lies, the guilt, the ugly truth
Maybe now, the blade can finally wash away
All the pain I’ve been harboring inside