The dim light shone through my dusty windows.

A systematic sound of water dripping filled my ears, each drop growing louder and louder.

A single, small tear fell from my eye, splattering on the ground into a million little droplets.

...he tried to end it...

My breathing grew quicker, causing my lungs to ache with each intake.

The roar of a automobile caused me to nearly drop the object in my hand.

The sweat beading my started to trickle, some of it leaking into my eyes and causing them to burn.

...to stop the pain...

My grip tightened on the soft, rubbed handle of the item, the knuckles turning white.

I held out my arm, looking at the tan flesh covering it.

My lips grew dry, I wetted them immediatly and took in a deep breath.

...my horrors...

The shining blade made contact with my skin, it was cold and caused me to shiver.

...my sorrows...

I gritted my teeth and began my first incision.

...my past...

The blood dripped onto the ground and seeped down the rest of my arm.

...i tried to end everything...

My vision began to blur and I felt myself falling towards the ground soon after slicing my second wrist.

...and i...

I hit the ground, staring up at the cieling as a new sound filled my head.

It sounded like footsteps, running.

...failed miserably...

The sun shone in through my dusty windows.

Only these weren't mine, they belonged to the Satoshi Mental Hospital.

...i can't do anything right...not even end my own life...

It's A Living

by ilze09

--Chapter One coming soon--