because i can not bleed.

i cut

because i can not breathe.

sufficaton under these

fire red eyes;

passion flows through then

only outlining the hatred

that feeds their soul.

i watch

because this is all i ever wanted.

i watch

because i will finally suffer.

toxification of my blood

seeps into my essence

knawing away what i am

or what i have never became.

i bleed

because these memories are too much.

i bleed

because life has given me enough.

i beg for Your forgiveness

for my heart is lost to darkness

for this pain is consumed

within this torture.

i beg for Your forgiveness

for i cut to watch

as i bleed to die

in Your Heavenly arms tonight.

December 29,2006