Whole Again

Devoid of feelings

Lacking emotion

This feeling of

Complete emptiness

Is drowning my whole

Being

Choking the life

From my once

Lively soul

My thoughts are

Scattered

My inspiration has

Died

I feel

Hopelessly empty

Searching for a way

Back to the

Light

Back to the way

I used to be

Filled with

Joyous emotion

Instead of

Nothing at all

Where has it gone?

Why has it gone?

More importantly

When will it return?

Will I ever have

My old soul

Back?

Will I be doomed

To remain empty

For the rest

Of my life?

Feeling tortured

Empty

Alone

Broken

I wish to feel

Again

I don’t want to be

Soulless anymore

I wished away my

Emotions but now

Now I pray for

Them to return

I want to be

Whole again