Hurt Because I

I'm hurt because I love you
And I'm hurt because you're sad
You're sad because I hurt you
I hurt you when I lied

And I know a silly poem
Won't make up for what I did
But every day I live with this
I feel worse inside my head

It's pathetic and it's stupid
Just like me when you look real deep
But after all this time alone
I wanted the attention for me

I'm a loser for doing these stupid things
Yet my past has made me this way
It's no excuse for what I said
But it's something I cannot change

I just wish it never happened
Because you really are my friend
I'd rather die than see you hurt
And that's truer than anything said

So please, forgive me, I beg you
As these tears drip onto my page
Something's wrong inside my heart
And I just wanted to be saved

And bloody hell, this poem
It sucks, it doesn't rhyme
The flow is non existent
It just fell right out of my mind.

What I feel could fill a thousand songs and still wouldn't be good enough for your ears.