The Truth

I Dive down in the fear I had so much,
To break down the barrier of it all,
Be the one that everyone loves,
To be myself, to act myself, to live again.

I don’t need to give a reason why,
To act a fake in the eye of awkwardness;
Just gotta be myself, get out of this doubt,
And not live in fear to bring reality home.

I’ve never had a reason to hate those I’ve never known,
But the truth is that it kills me
Tortures my mind when I hide the fact,
That I am like them,
I just don’t wanna know it yet.

I have a reputation to move on and then back down,
But it is because I am so scared
To take this path and see where it goes,
A road where I’ll lose those who don’t want to know.

The truth is that I love to be myself,
Even when I can tend to be a fake;
It’s a part of my life that I cannot remove,
But one I can try to change.

The truth is that I just want to be accepted,
By those who do not know how;
I don’t want to fear forever,
Coz I wanna stop this right here and now,
If I told you the truth what would you say?

There are those that will try their best to hurt me,
In an attempt to erase what they hate so much;
But I have to smile and move away,
I can’t let it hold me down anymore,
I want to know what the truth really is.