Lost in blood

The blood shadows over my hands
My sanity completley destroyed
As the love of my life
My dear precious wife
Lies dead in front of me

The red has stained
My fine white clothes
One minute I am saying
She deserved to die
Then the next minute
No I should die

I remember when I first saw her face
The chocolate hair with matching eyes
Slipped into a very fine red dress
Along with real breasts and a good figure
She was seventeen I was nineteen
We both grew very close

How did it all fall apart?
How did I break your heart?
Things will never be the same again
Nothing wuill ever end this pain

I cannot raise the children by myself
After stabbing ou with this knife
I shouldn't live anymore
And the trials would be a bore

I cheated on you for another girl
It was ten years ago
It was fun at the time
I couldn't have both of you
I chose her because...

Actually I don't remember
The blood all over the carpet
Is eating my memeory away

I have a plan to end this trouble
I drag my spouce's corpse over to the bathroom
While in my head I ask how have I become the dark groom
I am just hoping that the kids are still asleep

I chuck her in the bath carelessly
Well she's dead anyway what difference would it make?
I can't believe I am crying now
For killing that cow
and the knife is still stuck
on her left thigh still oozing blood

I jump on top of her to stroke
The fine chocolate hair
That had gave me freshair
I turn on the cold water tap
As I am sqaushing her lap
The blood dying the water red
I wish it could go faster
I want to be dead

The cold water slowy covering my body
I ignored the urine departing my body
My soul has gone far away never to be found
When I am buried to the ground
No one will love me for doing this
Unless they never know the events

The water is now up to my nose
The tap is turned off
I move my wife to the other side
So that she is sitting up
Her head is facing downwards
I wrap my legs around her neck
strangling them as I push my head
In the cold red water
The oxygen melting away
I an hardly breath
As I open my mouth and scream
I can finally be dead at last
As the eternal paridise my wife is in
Damnation waits for me