One-shot

Do it.

No, I don’t want to.

DO IT! It’ll only take a couple minutes.

No! I’ll only feel worse.

You’re FAT! You ate like a pig, now DO IT!
I felt my heart speeding as I walk towards the bathroom.
I put my hand on the doorknob.

No! I don’t wanna.
I felt my eyes water.

Do it NOW!

I open the door and went towards the toilet.
I lifted the seat up.

You don’t have to do this, I heard a different voice say.

If you don’t do it now your gonna regret it! Said the all to familiar voice.

But if I do this I’ll regret it even more.
DO IT!
I bent down and put my finger down my throat as I have so many times.

Afterwards I sat down and cried feeling worse than before.