1/9/2007
xXThinking of You... Makes it WorseXx

After every strike of pain,
After every tear,
I know what might happen,
I know what might go wrong,

--I try not to think about it...
I try not to cry,
But, this pain in my heart,
Is reflecting through me eyes,
I can't stay strong,
I can't always remain a wall,
Crying is the only feeling i get,
Anymore...--

Breaking,
Slowly drowning in the pain,
Cracking,
Whispering to the wind...
That the ashes won't break, the thoughts will always remain...

--I try not to think about it...
I try not to cry,
But, this pain in my heart,
Is reflecting through me eyes,
I can't stay strong,
I can't always remain a wall,
Crying is the only feeling i get,
Anymore...--

Not thinking,
Nor breathing, anymore---
Worried, and lost,
To every find a door, to get out,
To stay in,
Eyes shadowing,
Getting lost with the wind!!

--I try not to think about it...
I try not to cry,
But, this pain in my heart,
Is reflecting through me eyes,
I can't stay strong,
I can't always remain a wall,
Crying is the only feeling i get,
Anymore... ohhh oh!--

--I try not to think about it...
I try not to cry,
But, this pain in my heart,
Is reflecting through me eyes,
I can't stay strong,
I can't always remain a wall,
Crying is the only feeling i get,
Anymore...--

Crying always makes it worse,
Because...
I have to think about not having you anymore!!...

--I try not to think about it...
I try not to cry,
But, this pain in my heart,
Is reflecting through me eyes,
I can't stay strong,
I can't always remain a wall,
Crying is the only feeling i get,
Anymore...--