I can’t help but just sit here
Today, on my lowest of lows
I’m trying to look forward
But of tomorrow, who knows?

I want you in my arms baby
I want you here tonight
Because I’m sure that if you were
Everything would be all right

Today I was stepped on
My heart broken all over again
But it seems to happen so often
I can’t feel any of the pain

They tell me to forget everyone
To not listen to what they say
But how can I simply drown them out
When I’m judged everyday?

I’m sorry I’m not what they wanted
But I’m not about to change
They can’t make me the way they want
That’s not how to play the game

If only you were here, love
I’m sure you’d make everything right
My heart needs mending again
And there’s no glitter in sight

There’s only so long that I can hide
The scar tissue and infected flesh
Just create me anew tonight
So my worlds will again mesh

Pick up your handy little scalpel
And please, cut away the dead
Don’t worry you can’t hurt me
These burdens I need to shed

I’ll wake and heal in your arms
And soon the stitches will fade
I’m going to be able to smile again
Thanks to the edge of your blade