I thought what we had was beautiful
But maybe it wasn't.
How could something that brings me such happiness
Such love
A feeling of total and utter acceptance, like nothing could ever go wrong
Just as long as you were there
How could something like that make you feel so sad
So upset
Tears? I don't know, I had my fair share
Some for you
Some for me
Some for him
Maybe what we had
What we did
Maybe it wasn't pure and loving
Maybe it was bad and dirty
I never wanted it to be this way.
If this feels so right
Then why do I feel so wrong?
Then again
I gave him my whole self
For him to have,
To wrap up like a present and keep forever
The most meaningful present I could ever think to give
and I have no regrets.