I will

Trust you

When I doubt you most

I will bite my tongue

When I feel that suspicion

I will force the hesitation behind

I said the past didn’t matter

I lied

I’m looking forward

But I can still see your lies

Is it true?

Can you also see mine?

In this moment

I am frustrated

Confused

Angry that I’m truly

And honestly

Not over it

How many times

Will I do this?

Analyze the situation?

Ensure you’ve changed?

And then days later

Question it all again.