A/N: I’m really not sure if I should continue this or not, this could be construed as an ending, but I have more in mind than this. Please review and tell me if you think I should continue on or just leave it be, because I’m seriously torn.

11/8/06

I haven’t seen or spoken to mother in such a long time, but that’s okay. Adam is usually always with me now. Sometimes he’ll grab my hand and this big bundle of warm just washed over me. I know I sound like a silly dumb girl, but that’s just how it is.

Dan has left, I think. After I told Adam what Dan said to me and how Dan made me cry, Adam touched my head and said be gone you demon! It may not have worked, but I really think it did.

I hope I do get to see mother eventually though; I need her still, even if I do have Adam now. I don’t even have to question my mother about Adam or not, I know she sent him to me to help me when she couldn’t. Adam is my guardian angel.

Sometimes I miss Dan though, but Adam will just take my hand and squeeze it really gently and smile at me when I tell him about missing Dan, then everything is okay again.

I’m glad mother sent Adam to me, I need Adam. But I especially need mother. When she died, thought everything inside of me had collapsed. But then she came back and I knew everything would be okay again, and it has. She told to me burn the house down so I could come here and meet Adam, my soul mate. Mother knows best, and because of her, I’m in wonderland with Alice.