A Declaration of Love

At the beginning of the relationship, I liked you a lot. If I didn't I wouldn't have cared enough to push you into action. You have no idea how much it pains me that I caused you pain. The first time around when you told me, that I made you cry, it hurt me so much. I would never want to harm you, not back then and especially not now. Baby, I care about you so much. I knew that night, on the hood of that car, talking to you underneath the stars, that even if nothing ever happened, that one night would always be special to me. You would always be special to me.

I remember the endless conversations we used to have over the phone, talking about nothing and everything. I loved how you heard every word I said. It was great getting to know everything about you, and I know that I still have a lot to learn. Not to worry we have the rest of our lives for that.

That trip we took to the beach for my birthday, one of the most memorable moments was you and me sitting at beach, just talking. Granted it could have been better, but because it's you I'll forgive you. In the letter you gave me for my birthday you said that it was your wish to return the delight and the joy I had provided to you. Well, let me tell you that you have made me happier than I ever imagined I could be. The simple of action of hearing your voice brings a smile to my face. When you look at me, I feel like the prettiest girl alive. When you kiss me, I feel like there is only you and me in the world.

I love how you let me in. I love how I can see a part of you that no one else sees. I love that I can tell you how I feel and you will always try your hardest to understand what I'm feeling and even if you don't understand you will still hug me, and let me know everything will be okay. Your hugs, I would kill for them. There is no way to explain the feeling of security that comes from being in your arms. I really feel like I can't be hurt when I'm in your arms.

I love how you are clumsy, because it makes me laugh. I love your gray pullover, and your brown loafers. I love your lower lip, because I can bite it gently, and pull it a little bit. I love how your pretty brown hair falls over your eyes. I love your back and shoulders. I love how you talk in spanglish. I love everything about you. I love you.

I love how you make fun of little things I do like snort. I love that you love all my quirks, like my rumbling stomach. I love it how sometimes you just stare, though it makes me a little self - conscious . I love it when we lay down, and my head is on your chest and I can hear your heart beating, and how sometimes you hold me really tight like you are never going to let go. I love it when you squeeze my hand a little tighter when we see or hear something romantic.

I love how you hold my hand in yours, and pay it so much attention, even though there is nothing amazing about it. I love how you hold my hand in the car, even though it increases the chances of being involved in a car crash.

I love you because you have great dreams and ideas, and I know you are going to fulfil them. I love that you support me in my dreams, and have so much confidence in my capabilities.

When I'm alone in my bed, I miss your body next to mine. Every moment that I'm not with you, I wish you were here. I love you, I adore you, I want you.

I have to admit that the idea of spending the rest of my life with only one person is really frightening. Somehow, the idea of spending the rest of my life with you seems perfect. It is so comfortable, but at the same time such an exciting adventure. It seems crazy, but at the same time makes so much sense. It seems scary, but at the same time I feel so secure.

You know we are not normal, and we thrive in it. We are special. We are unique. Our love is like no other. You know that I hate promises that can't be kept. These are the ones I can keep. It is my promise to you that I will always, no matter what happens, or what comes our way, that I will always love you. I promise that I'll treasure every day I spend with you. I promise to never take your love for granted, I will always let you know how much I feel for you. And finally, I promise that I will always always be there for you. Even if we part ways, you can always come to me, and I'll do my best.

I've never met anyone like you, and I know I'll never meet anyone like you. I actually don't have the need to meet anyone else because I already have you, and you loving me is all I need. I love to share my happiness with you. You are the person that gave the word love meaning to me. You made me see how happy I can be.

In your letter you said that we were traveling on a road, a path we had embarked on, and that it led onwards and may yield to something else, something great. I had no idea how right you were. And I am too, happy and joyful that I can walk this path with you, there's no one I'd rather walk it with.

I know that not one day of my life is wasted, if I can bring a smile to your face.

I love you and I will always love you. You are the love of my life. You are not just a passenger en my car, you are the gas that fuels it, the music that I enjoy as I drive, the beautiful scenery that I admire as I drive. You are all that and so much more. I thank you for all the time we have spent together and I hope we have a lifetime of being together ahead of us. From the bottom of my heart I can tell you that I am yours and you are mine. You are my home and I am yours. As long as we stick together everything will be OK.