Hey everybody!! I'm finally getting to post all these poems I've written! This is one of my last ones, that isn't quiet easy to explain. It was originally written when I felt lied to by my family about so many different things, but it also describes the life I considered use to be , here it is...

Everything I know is an illusion
It's all a mere mirage
A poison to the mind
The decay of the life I knew as mine

This life of lies makes me sick
All I want to do is get away
Slip away unnoticed
And live a life for real

But, this life is impossible to run from
I can only hide behind those lies I hate
There's no way to cry for help
I'll stay here and just slowly decay

This life I know is an illusion
Every time I reach for you, you'll dissolve
This life is such a lie
So I'll just continue to hide

Its the life I liveThe life I fear
The life I wish wasn't real
The life I wish wasn't mine

It's all a mirage
A simple illusion
It's my life of lies
And I'll watch as it slowly dies