What difference have I made to the world?

Who would care whether I live or die?

Not you, that's for sure...

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If I could, I wouldn't go alone

I'd take someone with me

But much as I hate the thought of this final journey,

I'll do it on my own.

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Only accompanied by the ever-present ache of loneliness

Knowing that no one notices whether I'm there or not.

The only guilt I feel is towards those who tried to help

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You didn't help -the pain I feel when I look at you

Is something I'm glad to leave behind.

I've made my choice and I don't regret it

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I know I got into deeper waters than I could handle

I knew I wasn't strong enough to face rejection

I knew I'd take the coward's way out.

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No more sorrow, no more misery

No more laughter, no more music

But the sweet toll of my farewell bell.