I Knew

Tears fall in rapid drops

And blood drips just as quickly

A heart, torn apart

Your name still on me

What have I done?

Because I knew, you wouldn’t be mine

And I knew I would only hurt you later

But I can’t help but cry

At what I’ve done to this

I wanted to stay yours

And you weren’t completely mine

I knew

And you didn’t seem to notice

The fact we never talked

I could only wonder

Why she was so important to you

And as blood drips from me

And my heart churns with detest for my self

I knew that I would destroy everything

But I want your touch

And your kisses

I’ve lied, and only I know

She deserves a chance, because you will be happier with her

I knew that

When I kissed you for the last time

I can’t keep me in your heart

But I can keep you

So close, too close

I know it will kill me