Why does he make me cry

Every night….

I got over him

Didn’t I?

He hurt me so much then

And still does every day

But then why do I talk to him

And look forward to it.

I am so confused

Because I am content where I am

But he just keeps helping me
Improve who I am.

He is the only one

Who is not afraid

To tell me like

It really is.

Why should I punish him

Because he is true to me?

Because he is willing to aid me…

And comfort me.

But when he does this

He takes the comfort away

By trying to make me

Do things I don’t want to do.

So instead of talking to him

Truthfully, like I should

I sit at my computer

And wipe my blurry eyes.

If I did what he wanted

Everyone would question

No one would understand

He would be the only one to talk to.

I just have to make

The final decision myself

And I can’t let others’ opinions

Influence my view.