From me to you

Ricky

I can hear the emptiness,

The silences slowly closing,

Like a door, like a coffin,

I’m losing myself in the words,

You’ve never said.

All those lies,

All that fear,

Does it scare you as much as it scares me?

The next step, the next step,

The entrance is gone,

The exit is far,

I’m afraid you’ll fall before I can catch you.

All that time,

Washing the smell of fun from your clothes,

Wiping off the make-up you wore,

Giving back the tight jeans you borrowed,

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

You’re lonely, aren’t you?

I’d be lonely if I was you.

I’m so fucking scared for you.

You’re not okay, are you?

I’ve seen you cry behind the art room door,

You’re never going home,

Because you don’t know where it is, do you?

Live with me,

Stay with me,

I’ll protect you from the silence,

That coffin of twisted love,

I’ll smash it to splinters for you.

I will.

I will.

I will.

All the smiles,

All the laughter,

It’s like concrete to me.

So hard,

So cold,

So gray.

Never let go of me.

Please.

I need you.

I want you.

I love you.

You are the spring to me,

The beginning,

The new life.

You’re my start,

So let me find your end.

It’s the hardest part of living, this.

This.

This is our middle.

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Hi. This is the first of the From Me To You Series. It's about the struggle of friends trying to help each other. Namely, Matthew. This is from Ricky to Matthew.

Thanks loads.

Xx the Berserker xX