“Just Deal”

Sometimes I sit and I wonder

Why am I here?

To wonder this earth,

Lost and alone?

With no one to talk to,

Except you.

When I am by myself

And have nothing to do,

I think of you.

The only one who’s there.

Although you are not really there,

I only think you are.

I wish you were here.

But you’re not.

So I guess

I will just have to deal.