Author's Note- For those of you familiar with me, you should know who this is about. Enjoy.

I Don’t Love You

Written By:
Shadow ‘Kite’ Kitsune

I loved you. I adored you. I admired you. I worshiped you. I cried for you. I screamed for you. I called for you. I looked for you. I waited for you. I did everything I thought I needed to do to get you to notice me, to love me, to see me. But in the end, all I ever got accomplished was a heart full pain, grief, and heartache.

I don’t love you. I don’t adore you. I don’t admire you. I don’t worship you. I don’t cry for you. I don’t scream for you. I don’t call for you. I don’t look for you. I don’t wait for you. I am through wasting my time trying to get what I can’t have. I am through feeling pain, grief and heartache over you. Now, I can pick myself up and carry on.

You weren’t what I thought, not what I perceived. I saw a God among men, someone who was worthy of my love, my admiration, my worship, my cries, my screams, my calls. I saw someone who could brighten my day, my life with but a single smile, a single touch that sends my body into a state of ecstacy. But now I know that I was a fool, a blind old romantic seeking thrills that had never been, were never meant to be.

I’m through wasting my days thinking of you. I’m through sifting through sand, hoping that soon you would come greet me with open arms, that gorgeous grin, those sweet tender lips. I’m through crying for you, because you were never worth my tears from the very start. You aren’t worth a thing, and not a thing you do can ever change my mind, my heart, or my soul.

You’re a Devil. A demon. A wolf in sheep’s clothing. You may look like all you appear to be from the outside, but on the inside, you’re as empty, as heartless as a rotted out tree. You were never deserving of my affection, which I so quietly showered upon you for oh so very long. But now I am done. Finished. I am freed from the chains which so tightly bound me to you.

Now I can be free, and at last, be happy...