How alluding you are, your soft spoken words of empthay crash into my pessimistic mindset,

Trailing down the chalked roads of childhood that utterly plagued where I stand on this unbalanced pole of confidence,

I am caught swiftly by the transparent figure of my past and I hopelessly cut what ties that bound me to such a figure,

Fighting away what memories I never wanted to experience again,

Fighting away what figures I never wanted to see again,

Fighting away what emotions I never wanted to feel again - for you,

This infidelity of the mind causes my body to crash, crash into the oblivion known as black,

And I cluctch onto the piece of myself I never dared myself to touch,

I touched the part of me you utterly crushed - and I left myself die with reprise in the making,

In the making of this cycle of life

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Weak and rushed, inspired by the Japanese singer Salyu and her inspirational song "Arabesque".