i’ve got your song on my mind

cant escape the weather
these past few years
and i’ve been dripping away promises and lies and all those fears
and the reasons for believing that there’s a truth in every lie
and the faces will not go away they call me out and
scream to me every night
say that you wont leave me
say that you wont leave me
one more time
cause i hate myself
for falling into this trap
pressing my conscience
i should have let it break
rather than try
to put back the pieces
should've let it die
then i would be
complete
you broke me down
and i'm trying not to be a wreck but you
have effects on me where no matter how hard i try i
just cant fake a smile and no matter how angry i am
i can still drown in the sky
say that you wont leave me
say that you wont leave me
one last time
cause i hate myself
for letting you get to me
and i hate myself for forming this destiny
and i cant complain
i signed this with my signature
a life chained to
broken memories broken promises
stab me in the back
stab me in the back
one last time
(choke me with your lies
choke me with your lies
one last time)
and i hate myself
for giving into what you want
and i hate myself
for just not being strong enough