This is a poem I wrote while I was in depression. It's about a female Vampire in love with a male human whose died. If it's weird or sad or anything else, good. It's meant to show how I felt in different ways, hope you like. Comments are nice, and I don't mind flames.

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PARADISE: A POEM BY-Reckless Soul

Paradise.

Mine is different.

Though some seek shelter, I already have it.

Others want an item to call theirs, mine is the hate I feel for many.

And some want to just be held in a loved one’s arms, but not I.

I seek the eternal coldness inside, that inner hellhole.

All alone in my chains, I am bound to hate.

I am one of the dammed, one of the beast of the world.

Life is nothing more than an illusion, an illusion I’ve already seen through.

My love and care went to the grave along with my soul and life.

His name, I shall not say for all you shall do is laugh, laugh at how pitiful and torn I am.

My mind and body dissolve in the ground as I hold on to my beloved, for we shall be separated for all eternity.

He, my beloved, the one I sold my heart to, shall grow feathery wings that glow of pureness.

While mine will be black, full of hatred and coldness.

Instead of soft they will make you bleed at the touch.

I shall say goodbye as I burn, burn of fire.

So long, never shall we meet again.