I will………

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There are so many things I will do

to be a good friend for you.

I will take the time to care,

as you take the time to share.

I will take every opportunity

to absorb your unique beauty.

I will never let you down,

for it makes me sad to see you frown.

I will be your closest friend,

always having a hand to lend.

I will never forget

all the things you seem to regret.

I will cheer you on,

sing you silly songs

Take every chance I get

to make sure you know I haven’t gone yet.

I will take the time to learn

and wait until it is my turn.

I will appreciate your gifts

and work to help you repair any rifts.

I will admire you

and all the amazing things you can do.

I will patiently sit

arguing back with sufficient wit.

I will help you out

with all the things you tend to doubt.

I will make sure I’m around all along

reminding you to always be strong

I will leap at every chance I get

to let you know there is no debt.

I will do all I can do

until the realization hits you.

I will not let myself

sneak around my thoughts with stealth.

I will never let you know

all the things I wished to show.

I would do anything for you, which,

is exactly what I wish not to do.

You cause me to break my first rule,

around you I turn into a giggling fool.

I will not allow my mind to think

that there is any kind of link.

I can not let myself be weak

deep inside I dare not peek.

I am afraid of what I’ll find

that it will boggle my presuppos-ed strong mind.

I don’t really want to go,

what I do want I do not know.

I could be happy being your friend,

given enough time to mend.

Eventually I hope you’ll see,

and help me first to know what’s me.

Help me again be fine

let me be blissfully clear of mind.

I will take every chance I get

to make myself forget you yet.

I will once more be free

in the horrifying maze that is me.

I will manage to survive on my own,

again, yet again,

without being shown.