Love is a wonderful thing, and I hope you have the greatest in the world
One day you have a innocent crush on someone, and it only seems the next that you've been together for nearly a year and a half. I'm not saying any of this to brag, but I've finally come to realize that maybe you can be happy with someone. Relationships sometimes start out rocky, but it's the will to stick through it that makes it a great relationship.

It's strange how you can begin alone and in a dark empty world that you have nothing to live for, to a world of hope and dreams that you live for their smile, touch, and love. You'd literally give your own life in order to save theirs. It's something kind of wonderfully when you find that one person who makes you think that you are beautiful and wonderful. Even though you really aren't that pretty or that well rounded, and make more mistakes than anyone you know.

Life has many things to offer you, but the most important thing is love. It makes you feel great and spectacular. It makes you want to do and be better for one person. Love is a truely wonderful experience, even it sometimes loved does leave us. If this has happened to you, you should at least feel happy that you have gotten the pleasure to experience something so great. And don't look back and regret the things you did during your time with this special person, you did them in love and when you did them it was right in your heart, so don't regret what you have done, espically if it wasn't with the right person.

Love is important, there are three things I live my life for and by now. Writting, My friends, and My boyfriend. I live to lie down with in his bed (non sexual) to have him hold me close to me, to tell me that he loves me, to make me feel better when I cry (even when he makes me do it), and I live and breathe for every moment I spend with him. He is a very important part of me. He understands me better than I do sometimes, and is very carring and loving. He really is my reason for being now. If something should ever happen to us (God forbid) then I will be crushed for quite some time, but I will look back on it eventually in happiness. Because someone will have loved me, which means someone somewhere out there could love me just as much if not better.

I know not all of us have someone like this, but don't fret. There really is someone somewhere out there for you. It's important that you don't forget that, because if you lose that hope then you can never really be happy. I am a very lonely person by nature, and I know how that is. Don't lose sight of that light of your life. If you have someone like this in your life don't take one moment for granted. We have such a short time in this world, so make it count.

If you don't have someone special in your life I wish and hope that, that person comes to you soon. I hope that you never let them go once you've found them. And remember real love is more than just sex, it's a unbreakable bond that lasts for ever, and a friendship that can never end. It never really leaves us. Good luck with what you have, and finding what you want. Best Regards.

My thoughts on: Love, Relationships, life, and happiness.

-Kaila-