Killing me all over again
I'm trying to suppress the pain.
wanting to scream, I can't breathe.
Your words are choking me.
So painful, caught in your web
unable to let go
so unappreciated, so used
like broken toys after Christmas
- you throw me away -
using up my batteries
my light's so far gone
- I’m over -
I keep wanting to hang on...
to what’s left
but you give me nothing
- I’m over -
I can't take one more mistake.
one more lie
hugging (fucking) me to apologize
please...if you really don't want me...
stop hurting me over and over again.
like...
broken toys after Christmas.
I'm over you...I can't trust you anymore...
I can't keep forgiving you..while letting your words slice deeper
letting your actions hurt harder
while trying to believe what you say is true
I'm crying on the inside, don't want to be weak.
Always at the very edge.
My heart understanding thin ice.
And there you go pushing me.
There you go throwing it all away.
There you go giving it all up.
There you go telling me the lie.
Making me believe… I'm yours