A/N: Okay, I just want to tell you this is not some suicidal poem, this may have some “suicidal qualities” but I am not a suicidal person. This is just a poem expressing my feelings and the pain I feel. I just wanted to make that clear.

The End

I bit my lip nervously,

My eyes they sparkle with tears

My heart it pumps fast

My head is spinning

I bit my lip harder

My body feels numb

Though it shivers from the cold

I play with my fingers anxiously

I’m sinking my teeth into my lip

Hot liquid streams down my face

My nails are digging into my hands

Blood, blood, blood

On my hands, my lips, my wrists

Rain, rain, rain

On my face, my clothes, my arms

Nothing is alright

Nothing is happy

Darkness never seemed so good

Pain never felt so nice

Harsh winds blew

There was a bitter taste in my mouth

There was a deep pain in my heart

There is no light to overcome the dark

There is no hope to surpass the despair

There is no love to exceed the hate

There is no comfort to remove the pain

There is no joy to clear the sorrow

There is nothing

I am empty

I am meaningless

Worthless

Don’t tell me that I’m not

Don’t tell me I’m being ridiculous

Just don’t

I don’t need to hear it

Death

Falling into darkness

Loneliness

I scream and cry out in pain

I want it to end

I’m sick of life

I’m sick of you

If it would just stop

I have fallen

Into the black hole of depression

I was dying everyday

You didn’t care

You didn’t want to deal with me

Well now you don’t have to

Because I’m gone

I’ve become nothing

I’m sure your happy now

Well I hope you are

I’m empty,

Emotionless, useless

Darkness has taken me

And I am all right

Nothing else matters anymore

So this is the end

Well I could say it’s been wonderful

But that would a lie

It’s been living hell

So I’ll just say goodbye

Don’t know what will happen now

And not sure if I really care

But I have just one thing to say to you

Before I’m enclosed forever

In this trench of darkness:

Goodbye and

Fuck you.