What? I’m so confused

When you held me that night

It’s a false memory

Even then you felt nothing

So why did you lie to me?

Tears threaten me again

Why, oh why the tears?

No more are supposed to fall

But this is really hurting

Since then you’ve been cheating?

Please don’t break me

Don’t make me out a fool

How could I not have seen it?

We danced that night too

And you kept me in your arms

I was so close to being done

It was going to be easy soon

But the sutures were torn out

God almighty! Make the pain stop!

Take away my love for him

However, let me keep the lesson

Make sure that I won’t love new

I’ve been so blind, even in light

Keep open my eyes for me

Let me never run into a wall again