Hell

I wanna be happy

but I can't

all the fun that I have

it's all lies

how can I have fallen to this

to be trapt inside this hell?

I know how to get out

but I wont make it on my own

What do I do from here?

what do I say to all of this?

Why have I fallen so far from life?

Can't I leave this hell?

I don't want to be the better one

Why do you think I do?

I havent said a single lie

since the day I said

that I was sick of all of it

But even that was almost true

I'm sick of this hell

I'm sick of missing you