A/N: So, yeah. I dedicate this to... Joe for breaking my heart and letting me pour it out on paper. Without that, I wouldn't have written some emotional things out, like this. So everyone, please tell me what you think! Leave me some loving! puh-leeze.

Your Dieing Believer

I can't keep doing this,
I won't keep playing your games,
I want to end it,
To end this pain pouring from the hole in my heart,
The hole that feels so empty.

I'm upset cause my world's falling apart again,
My perfection has been unraveled,
The pieces to my puzzle are broken and lying scattered at your feet
Yet, the worst part is,
The worst part is that I can't stop wondering how long I can live without you?

You are the spider and I am the fly,
I am the fly that flew into what it thought was love,
And you, your that spider that made that web,
Tell me what happens to that sad thing called a fly when the blood is sucked dry?
It's left with nothing ,
nothing but an empty hollow shell of what it once was and never again will be.

Yet still, Oh still,
I am an addict for your love that reaks of lies,
Yet still, oh still,
I am an alchoholic that thrists for you.

I can't take any more of this before I break,
I wish for once, For once that you…
That you would fall on your knees and can't get up,
That your world would fall apart at it's seams,
That you'd cling to the wall praying to hold on,
To hold on to all that was left of you.

Your such a liar and I'm your dieing believer,
I wish your dreams would shatter into as many stars are in the sky,
I wish… I wish that I could stop loving you,
That I could stop hoping you were here.

I know somehow,
I'll be able to get up again,
I'll have my hope rebuilt,
I'll have my love restored,
And that soon, I'll be who I am again.

Just know that past all the hurt and pain,
I'll still love you till the end.