A cold heart by Tr1pl3.0

Everything you had is now gone

All that’s left is a cold heart

An empty heart with no emotions

Nothing but regrets.

Regrets of past mistakes

that can never be fixed

regrets of actions that weren’t executed

when you wanted them to.

I know that feeling of a cold heart.

Because it’s been inside me since that day

I never said goodbye.

Now I’m tormented by my demons of the past,

demons I can’t let go off until it’s finally over.

Now I wish I could truly turn back time,

to take this pain away from me

to get rid of this curse that burdens me

the cold heart that runs through me

until the day I die

A pitiful sight,

now dawns before me.

Questions of who am I?

Why am I here?

Haunts me at night.

“I have a cold heart, I’m emotionless.”

I lie to myself.

“I don’t feel pain.”

The question of whose lying now?

I would close my eyes wishing all this could end,

but I know my reality and life looks bleak

wondering if life is worth living.

Why do we kill ourselves?

I soon found out why.

The pain of living without

That special feeling of unity

gone before I knew it.

Friends are no more,

lovers are torn away.

Karma is dead

and the feeling is pain.

Pain and torment fighting for my soul.

Who ever wins I lose, and except my fate.

Why should I care who lives or dies?

Who are they to me except relics

holding me from my unknown future.

Would I have lived with you forever?

No one could say, madness running through my mind

Expressions of misery something I can’t disguise.

All I have left are the memories

those vague images that reminds me of you

who you were to me, who I was to you.

But you can’t change destiny, no matter how you try.

No matter where you run.

Everything comes back to you

and all that’s now left of you,

is a cold heart.