The heavens have damned me to walk this wretched earth realm.

Where the bloom of dawn erupts in a sunburst of intermixing colors burning away my irises and where I no longer challenge this with my luminary gleam of light; this is my curse, my pact with the darkness. And yet, in the receding darkness there is always a foreign story weaving a stitch in the thread of time, telling my stories among the other stories.

I use to know one side of the coin before everything turned upside. Before I saw that the innocence was just a gimmick to make us think we were angelic figures; the untouchable radiance reflecting off the sun, rather we were not intangible, but as palpable as the fur coat of a kitty resting by your legs. It was only a matter of time before the horror of damage truly tainted our minds. The minds of the fallen angels, the condemned creatures roaming the earth eternally in unrest.

“Turn away!”

Away from the darkness and corruption slowly seeping into our minds, streaking it with blood and unholy inconceivable thoughts. Hah! We were not the untouchable; we were the gullible naïve children of the light.

“Will you help me?”

When I saw the poor mutilated figure and walked away, that that was my sin. I cared less for mankind and my master. I was the servant to the peace of the world, and now I turned against them with sheer will. How it cultivated into my mind, growing new ideas and ways of life. Oh, how deranged and spoiled I became. Vanity for my ‘goddess’ looks, and wrath for the unwanted, it was only the beginning to total absolution of the sinless conformity.

“-Sentenced to the realm of the humans-“

And here I stood upon a hill with my vision blurred, and my senses dull and lifeless. The animals no longer lingered near my wingless form. They knew my sin, my crime and the dark matter engulfing my soul.

“-Without wings or transportation to heaven, forbidden to walk past the golden gates-“

I was stuck here standing upon this hill, staring unto the earth with a look of maddened emotion. Never void or cheery, just there forever.

Forever.