"YOU HAPPENED TO BE ONE"

i feel inside of me that my

life is perfect! i have a family

that is always by my side;

few friends that is true; heart

aches which made me strong.

Tick-Tack. Tick-Tack.

what's happening? i cannot breathe!

help me, please!

it's coming back---i need that

tube for air! i need air!

sick in bed- people see, i

know deep inside they pity me.

am i that pathetic?

a friend gave me her pouring heart

were it is written all the answer

to every question that i need to ask.

it was one of the reason i

wanted to be healed; the few

true friends i have--- the feeling

to be loved.

i need to go away, far.

please, help me, please.

but no one heard me.

i felt less feeling, it seem bad.

i don't know why?

i looked in my heart and

it's not whole, where is the other

piece? "pieces" he replied.i asked again

"where are the pieces of my heart?"

"look inside and think my child. every

eye has its apple."

there are names in my heart---my

family's name. i am confused.

where it might be? who might

be keeping them? do they keep it?

"every eye has its apple."

he means to say that the

pieces are with the people i

left behind and people who have

left me? it could be!

it's with the people who owns them

and my heart will be whole when the

momentcomes that their hearts will

be broken and the part of it will be

a part of you're a part of

me. i am hoping that i am a part of yours?

"when will you make my heart whole again?"