A/N: So here goes my next song. It's obviously about lost love. Not even that, really. About a love that never happened. Original copy was lost so I had to start from scratch, but this is a very good song. It gives me chills whenever I read the lyrics, because I know how totally fucked I am in the current situation. Enjoy it more than I did, hopefully.

Crimson Kiss

Red, lips part for these words!
For all the silence you never heard!
It don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing to you!
And I'm hoping I won't miss,
Your nonexistant crimson kiss!
It's everything, it's everything to me!

I never thought I'd feel like this!
I never was an optimist!
I never had to force a smile,
When you laughed along with me!
Never believed in bliss,
Now I want the crimson kiss,
That I never recieved!

Red, eyes cry for the way!
For all the nothings I'll never say!
It don't mean a thing, don't mean a thing to you!
You know that I'm oblivious,
To the taste of your crimson kiss!
It's everything, so everything to me!

I never thought I'd feel like this!
I'm not a fucking optimist!
I never had to force my smiles,
When you laughed along with me!
I never knew this bliss!
Now I want your crimson kiss,
That I long to recieve!

Bloody romance, I'll never know!
Lifes a lie, and heartbreaks a show!
Your crimson smile makes my pain grow!
Can't do shit when I'm forced to go!
Regret drifts down like snow!
I fell in love, you told me no!!!

I never thought I'd cry like this!
I'm such a fucking pessimist!
I don't have to force my tears,
As you walk away from me!
I never saw that bliss!
Never got that crimson kiss!
But I want to believe...
That I might!

I wanna feel, your red lips touch mine!
My heart is tortured and confined!
Mental resignation!
Lonely isolation!
I want this!
Crimson kiss.

-Stewey