A FEELING OF EMPTINESS

How could I be so careless, hurting her like that?

How could I say those things?

What was I thinking?

I’m sitting here, kicking myself for what I did.

She told she’d had a hard time, and I go like that at her?

Maybe I was right in assuming that the world isn’t a right place.

But no, that’s not what this is about.

As I write this, I feel a heavy lump in my throat, and my stomach feels like an empty hole.

How could I say that, hurting her like that?

Why didn’t I use my head?

Why did I make her feel that way, acting as if I was the sad one?

I told her I had a lot on my mind, unless I forgot to tell her.

Is that a reason for me to make her feel like she’s lost something?

I didn’t want any of us to feel this way.

I don’t want to lose her.