I need to be rescued

But I don't want to be saved

Cast adrift

Floating in a sea of nameless faces

All echoing expression that all have

Lost despair love hate grief hope and none

Swim against the current

But it's useless

For it has fought against you forever

And it always knows how to win

And I need to be rescued

But I don't want to be saved

And I want to stay in my self made hell and leave

And you're forcing me to stay with you in here

Cast adrift

I've fallen out to sea

I've lost my way and you say I'm selfish for wanting this

I look around and see all the other people

All of them like me

And you can look but can you see

Can you see past yourself and know what I really need

Not to be lectured and not to be saved

But to be selfish towards myself and leave

And I need to be rescued

But I don't want to be saved

And I want to stay in my self made hell and leave

And you're forcing me to stay with you in here

Please go

I just don't want to be saved

Please don't take me out of my self formed hell

I'll leave it myself