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Ai
Chapter Four
Previously:
She hated her mother with a passion and she was reminded of it sitting at the dining room table.
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I bit my lower lip as my brother stood up, staring down at me. I knew he was trying to help but it wasn’t going to work. He placed a bowl of cereal in front of me but I didn’t touch it. Darren sat across front me and Ashen sat next to me.
“I don’t want to eat,” I whispered, hanging my head.
“You can’t hide here for the rest of the school year,” my brother gently pointed out.
“Yeah, and besides, you’ll have us there in your classes. You can hang with us today.” Darren put in, smiling widely. I saw Ashen shook his head and roll his eyes at his boyfriend and I smiled.
“Sure, as long as I can hang with your group I guess I’ll be fine.” I mumbled, pushing the bowl away.
“Oh no, you’re eating today.” Ashen said, shoving the bowl back under my nose. My stomach curled at the sight and I turned my head again, my hand covering my mouth. I heard the bowl scrape across the table and my brother’s chair against the floor.
“Come on, we’ll go ahead and leave. I’ll bring you a granola bar just in case.” my brother said, tapping me on the shoulder. I nodded and stood up, feeling dizzy all of a sudden. I laid my hand against the table, trying to get my balance back.
“Ugh, I don’t feel so well,” I muttered, and my world fell into darkness.
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Aeron stared at the slightly shorter boy standing next to her. Her mother had called the guy’s parents the night before to let them know Aeron would be giving him a ride to school. She hated how her mother know that she would be taking someone she didn’t know to school without telling her.
“Uh, thanks for the ride,” the boy stuttered, flushing a bright red. Aeron snorted and flung open the car door. He did the same thing, putting his bag on the floor.
“This is the first and last time I do this,” she said, starting up the car. He nodded quickly, understanding that she was serious. She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye as she shifted the car into drive. He had short blondish hair and bangs that covered his eyes, giving him the sheepdog impression. His eyes were a clear blue, almost baby blue if you looked at them from a distance. He wasn’t stick thin, but he had some meat on his bones, and his skin was tanned and his legs well toned.
“Uh, why are you giving me the ride then if you don’t want to?” he asked, his voice pitched low and she jerked her gaze towards him.
“Wasn’t my idea; it was my ‘rents,” she said, waving her hand. He snorted and turned his gaze out the window. She noticed that she was driving right past Chris’s house.
“Hey, who’s the hot girl?” he asked, pointing towards Chris. Aeron snorted and waved her hand again.
“Her name’s Chris,”
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I heard a car driving past the house as I walked outside, positioned between Ashen and Darren. I lowered my eyes when I realized it was Aeron’s car. Darren glanced up and glared at the passing car before reaching for Ashen’s hand. I shifted my bag and stopped at Ashen’s car (or his baby as he called it). I heard behind me and glanced over my shoulders. I nearly gagged. Ashen had his hand down the front of Darren’s pants and considering how tight the pants were, I could see every bulge. I swallowed.
“Can we, for at least two hours, forget about coming and licking each others’ dicks or at least until you drop me off!” they laughed at my question but continued to grope each other.
“Ooh, how about we skip today?” Darren moaned, and spoke in between the grunts and groans. I nodded in agreement and my brother yanked open the car door, shoved me into the seat and slammed the door in my face.
“Hey!” I shouted, and they both jumped in and Ashen revved the engine started. “Where are we going?” I said again, getting in between the seats. They both laughed at me.
“Hey sis, have you ever seen a gay porno?” Ashen asked, his eyebrows wagging.
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“Uh… How can they do that?” I practically shouted, glancing between Darren and Ashen. They cracked up laughing, rolling all over the bed. In the thirty minutes since the movie had been put in, I heard moans and kissing sounds and nearly decided to take the DVD out and watch it in another room.
“Gah! Can you two stop touching each other to explain?” I shouted again, sitting up on my knees and smacking the bed.. Urgh, gotta turn.. Wait… I can’t turn my eyes away! GAH! I’m becoming like them! Twitch, twitch, twitch…
I heard them snicker and I sat up on my elbows. Somehow in my rant thingy, I had fallen to the floor. I checked around me to make sure I didn’t have a nose bleed like in the anime shows I watched. I did almost piss my pants and have a heart attack in those three minutes of nothingness.
“You okay down there?” Ashen asked, leaning over the side of the bed. I snorted and shook my head.
“Yeah, I’m fucking fantastic!” I snorted, hoping he would realize I was being sarcastic. He smirked and disappeared over the top, barely. I rolled over onto my stomach and crawled to the DVD player and took the DVD out. I glanced to the bed and noted happily they were engaged in other things. I slipped out of the room and shut the door quietly behind me.
I felt like a complete idiot watching the porno with those two. Although they were willing to give advice, I was nervous and skittish watching it. I pushed my rough toes into the plush carpet in Darren’s hallway. I sighed and pushed my back against the wall and slide down the length of it. I laid my head against my forearms and my shoulders shook.
“What’s wrong sugar?” Darren’s kind sister’s voice interrupted my thoughts. I glanced up, tears poking into existence. I glanced up at his blonde sister and sighed heavily. “Oh, it must be Aeron!” she chuckled, sitting down next to me. I jerked my head up, staring at her through wide eyes.
“What makes you think it’s her?” I shrieked, half standing. She motioned for me to sit back down and I complied. I hugged my knees to my chest and stared at the plush carpet. “Now, come on, spill.” she demanded, smiling widely. “Is it really Aeron?” her voice lowered and I caught her gaze.
“Yeah, she tripped over her own two feet and she wound up kissing me.” I whispered softly, turning my head sideways on my forearm. I heard her quiet intake of air. “Yeah, and she totally freaked out on me. She started yelling at me and told me never to talk to her again. And I wanted to apologize, even though I didn’t do anything but they’re leaving once spring break comes around.. Which is,” I counted off on my fingers, “in exactly five days.”
“Well, why don’t you wait for a bit longer?” she said, raising an eyebrow. I shrugged, I had actually thought about that since it all happened. But the longer I took, the harder it would be.
“Why don’t you wait and see what happens? You and Aeron are, or at least were, pretty close.” she stated, making a circle in the carpet with her index finger. I smiled to myself and lifted my head.
“Hey Jazz,” I said, blushing slightly as I tried to gather my thoughts together.
“Hmm?”
“You ever kissed.. anyone before?” I didn’t know why I asked that.. It just was the first thing I blurted from my mind.
“Oh, why do you ask?” she asked, the corners of her mouth lifting into a smile. I shuddered as I felt the heat pool in my body. Was I going to ask her to? Would I let her do it? Her fingers rested on my thigh, and she smiled at me, encouraging me. “Have you ever been kissed before?” she asked, her fingers feeding heat through my jeans. I shook my head and broke the gaze, feeling my face and the tips of my ears heating up.
‘Please ask if I want to be kissed…’ I thought selfishly as she smiled again. She leaned forward, her breath dancing across my heated flesh.
“Would you like your first one?” she whispered, her eyelids lowered slightly. I parted my lips, clueless as to what to say. Her fingers found my check, caressing it softly and I shivered, enjoying the touch. Jazz was like my best friend, my sister, but could she be more since we are close? Like Aeron and me?
“Yes,” I whispered, finally exhaling after what seemed forever. She smiled and leaned in closer, her lips only millimeters away from mine.
“Once this happens, we can’t go back,” she whispered, her fingers grabbing me underneath my jaw. “Are you sure?” her breath blew across my face and it smelled like chocolate. I nodded in her grasp and she pulled my head down to her level. I felt a slight whoosh of air and she wound her other fingers into my hair.
Her lips crushed against mine, in a gentle but fierce way. I could taste mint and chocolate mixed together as she pulled me close, her hand resting on my left shoulder. She pulled back to grab a breath of air and nipped at my bottom lip. God, she tasted so good.. It wasn’t wrong, feeling this way for a girl. Now I was really sure.
“Fight for Aeron, make her see that she’s not wrong,” Jazz whispered, pulling away.
