When I closed my eyes and opened my mind i could see it all again He stood there staring at me, wearing nothing but his underwear. I could tell that he was on something. His scrawny body would jerk and twitch as his face contorted into all the screwy looks he has when he’s high or tweaked or buzzed or whatever. I wanted to get up and punch him in his mouth, but my conscience kept telling me to remain seated. Finally, I looked at him and said, “You make my fucking skin crawl when you’re like this”
He gave me a crazy little grin and his eyes opened wide as if he were about to tell me some heart-racing story of intrigue. Then, he said, “My skin’s crawling, too. Wanna touch it? Its moving.”

I sat at my computer staring at the blank screen I decided to sign on to Chatnow,none of my friends were on so i browsed a few profiles then a small box popped up with a ding signaling I had a PM Faded: Hi How are you?
Lizz2b: Im okay. And you?
Faded: Why just okay?
Lizz2b: I dont know. Its a boring day.
Faded: Yeah. My day has been pretty down so far.
Lizz2b: Do you always come to this chatroom?
Faded: No. I just signed up last night. Why? Do you?
Lizz2b: Well cause I never saw you on and yes. I've been here since last year.
Faded: Why do you come on here?
Lizz2b: I get bored. And all my friends have one. They told me to sign up.
Faded: Sweet )
Lizz2b:

Faded: So what are you into?
Lizz2b: Video games, music, the internet Faded: sweet! What kind of music do you like?
Lizz2b: All kinds but mostly punk like Three days grace and Sum 41.
Faded: Hmmm...those are pretty okay bands.
Lizz2b: Oh okay Mr...Faded...What bands do you like?
Faded: lol Well my favorite band is Tokio Hotel but I dont think you've heard of them so another band I like is H.I.M Lizz2b: Him is a good band. What kind of music does Tokio Hotel sing?
Faded: Well its like punk but they sing in german. I just love their sound and the lyrics are awesome.
Lizz2b: Oh wow thats cool. So where are you from?
Faded: Quebec, Canada Lizz2b: WOAH! Thats far! Do you like it there?
Faded: eh..its cold.
Lizz2b: lol I love the cold. Well im from california.
Faded: Thats cool. So then its hot huh?
Lizz2b: Yeah. It never really gets cold. It just gets fresh.
Faded: Woah! I need to move there! )
Lizz2b: lol )
Faded p.o. I saw her profile, I just knew I had to talk to her. Her eyes were a perfectly perfect greenish blue color and her smile just brighten the whole day. Her hair was so straight I could just feel the softness when I saw it. So I PMed her. And suprisingly she wrote back. I loved the way she said exactly how she felt. She was so forward about everything. I wanted to be forward with her but I just didnt know how she'd take it. I didnt want her to think i was crazy. But I tryed to give her clues and I hadnt lyed to her. I simply just left out some specific details. But she inspired me so much. When she told me life isnt glamorous, I was thinking 'well yeah thats true.' But where im at, its nothing compared to living.