Always knew that we would drift

Almost knew exactly when

Always thought I’d be alone

Forever and again

Said I was sorry

I really truly meant it

Don’t really know why

You think I would fake it

You said that we would try

Then said we can’t

Always said I didn’t care

Even when I did

Pretended to be a grown up

Even though I was just a kid

Told him I didn’t care

Even he didn’t see the tears

After every glare

Told myself I could try

Told myself I would be fine

In my heart I knew it was a lie

Always did care for you

Even though you never knew

You don’t know how I feel

Do you?

Drowning in my heart filled with pain

Now I know things will never be the same

Told him I wouldn’t cry

No matter what you said

All that’s left is my soul that is dead

In the end what really hurts

Is thinking everything was a lie