Another of many attempted poems. R&R-- I wrote this one like a year ago at work.

I wish I could close my eyes

And it would go away

I wish I wouldn't

Wake up one day

My sould would drift away in space

I wish I no more had to taste

This so called life which me wastes

It's not the way it works

This life is meant to hurt

Put me in my place

I wish I didn't have to wait

Rely on so called fate

And harbor in this hate

I wish I could die

I wish I could fly

Drift into the sky

Just by closing my eyes

I wish I could just be

Free

Snap my fingers

And dissapear

And reappear

Anywhere but here

I've lived heaven

I've lived hell

I've lived well

I'll show and tell

Lost the will to live

No reason to live

No drive to live

So why must I live

I refuse to be a statistic

So I remain nihilist and sadistic

Neo-sardonic

Advice resistant

I just wanna fly

Into the sky

Rise like the phoenix

Live like I mean it

In a black and white world

Too afraid to speak words

Easier said than done

My worry's just begun

Give me a sign

A reason for life

So I can know why I'm here today

Tommorow

Forever

I just wish I could die

Just wish I could fly

In the blink of an eye

Just want to be

Free

Tell me that I have anger issues

Feed me that I have mental issues

But I just want it to end

Practice Escapism