This is just a story of my life really. Like I said review if you will, don't if you wont but I'll be pretty straight forward if you don't like it I personally don't give a damn if you like it or not the rude comments aren't neccesary so don't leave them. I have enough reasons to be pissed off as it is and I don't need a bunch of snobs pissing me off even more. I am well aware that my writing isn't the best, nor is my spelling and grammar.

I built these wall for you, all four of them stand as strong as ever. These walls protect me from the bad of what lies outside of them...

You.

You who betrayed me when I thought I could trust you more. The things you said to me made me build the walls, now as you try to break them more and more I find myself building them stronger and stronger. You may think I'm just fine with these walls standing above me, but I'm not.

As I hide within these walls from you I hide away from those I tried to reach to once, those who actually cared. Now I cannot reach to them and in doing so I have lost some, and for those I haven't lost now I am only giving myself a matter of time. All because I cannot let you see what hides behind these four solid walls.

Yet maybe what I say is wrong, maybe I wish for them to be on the outside as well, on the inside lies a coward, on the inside lies a weakling who cries everyday a little more each day. Perhaps it is just a matter of not wanting to show that I am weak, mere tears cannot pass the stone walls I have made for myself. Can they?

These walls have held strong for so long but how many more attacks can they take? When will they crumble down at my feet and I shall be revealed for what I truly am? Perhaps it is time that I build my walls stronger and block out more and more of those I once cared for, once they have forgotten me it would be like I have nothing to lose anyways.

My walls are beyond able to come down for myself, I try to break them down if only for one moment, but it's worthless I know that I will never be able to break these walls down by myself. I have been behind these walls for much to long to remember how I got in here in the first place and therefore find my way out.

I wish I could say I have built a wall of silence around me, but these stones that make up my walls are your words that have lingered around me for so long that I block myself out. Stones of words to help my insecurities heighten along with my walls, walls in which block out everyone I love and though loved I have lost. It's all because of you, it's always because of you.

I had no walls before you, I had no insecurities before you, I wasn't weak before you, and my life hasn't been taken away from me until you! Why did you do this? Why can't you let the past go? Is it really necessary to bring it back and let these walls become indestructable? Is that fair? Is it fair to attack me when my defences are down? Is it fair to those I care about?

I built these walls for you, to keep you out, to get rid of you and the life I once knew with you in it and in doing so I've lost everything.