god, i forgive you

for all this hatred and misery

and i forgive you

for the shit that's happened to me

and, god, i forgive you

for breathing your filth into me

but i can't forgive you

for making me nothing but me

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god, i forgive you

for creating a place like hell

and i'll forgive you

if you send me there as well

and, god, i forgive you

for not giving me a soul to sell

but i can't forgive you

for not helping me up when i fell