I love you, I loath you
…
I'm dieing to live in your shadow.
Your beckon inclines me to follow
I do, still knowing I’ll just get hurt
Lying facedown in the dirt
Sucked dry, many times, now I'm just empty and hollow

I'm killing to try to be like you
Your lies: twisted and never true
I hate the love, but love the hate
There’s no way this’ll translate
To truth, regardless of what you try to do

I love you
I loath you
I need you
Don’t want you
All of them at the same time
I love you
I loath you
I need you
Don’t want you
My pain and blood poured into rhymes

I giving myself to you willing
My lifeblood, it flows in your veins
I'm emptying myself as you're filling
And now I’ll never be the same

I’m breaking my back bending backwards
Your silence says more that my words
A heart black as coal
And a broken soul
I’ve wondered too far from the fold

I’m falling to peaces in your hands
I’m being crushed under your demands
Face pail white
Eyes black as knight
To be you is a hunt no one understands

I love you
I loath you
I need you
Don’t want you
All of them at the same time
I love you
I loath you
I need you
Don’t want you
My pain and blood poured into rhymes

You’ve forced this out of me
Out of what could never be
I don’t know why you can not see…

If you force me to make a choice,
Force me to have to raise my voice
I will take the high road…

With out you.

Alone.