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But for a glint of glass,
The eyes betray
-NO NO NO DON’T CAN’T LOOK STOP!-
Their owner.
A swirling, rushing memory
-taunting shame screaming pain THE PAIN-
Chaotic emotion
-Oh no no no
STOP IT STOP IT LET ME BE JUST MAKE IT STOP!-
Freed, shaking, gasping
-It’s over watch out could happen again DO NOT LOOK-
Wide, shocked eyes mistakenly wandering
-NO NO NO FOCUS LISTEN DON’T-
And then the reflection.
Pale, skeletal,
-like the trees the trees the horrible trees-
Cold, shaking, utterly corpselike,
-I should be dead why aren’t I dead why can’t I DIE-
Blissful blackness,
Hollow, trembling hands covering wide eyes
-It’s gone gone gone doesn’t matter don’t think it’s okay now-
But the sanctuary is soon invaded,
Memories worming through eyelids
-WHY WHY WHY I’M NOT LOOKING IT SHOULDN’T BE HAPPENING
I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER--
Hands back around knees,
Eyes open, darting around the –bloodstained?– ground,
Finally safe,
If only for a few moments.
Trembling lips open,
Rusty vocal cords quiver,
Leaving a hoarse whisper to hang unnaturally in
The tainted space-
“Please, just let me out of here…”
I don’t want to be locked in my mind anymore…