I can’t remember

The last time you held me

Told me you loved me

I’m lost

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Once again

I let you walk by

Without a word or a glance

I’ve gone astray

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I can see you with them

You’re happy

I don’t want to change that

I’m alone in this maze

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You are the sun

The gravity that pulls my focus

That my world wants to revolve around

I’ve gone off course

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When did we last walk together

Alone in the starlit evening

Did it happen at all

I can’t find my way

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Is this what you wanted from the beginning

For me to dream about you

To love you

To watch you through a glass door

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To watch you belong

In a place where I cannot enter

Nor would I be welcome

For your center has changed it’s polarity

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And I no longer know truth from false

But this is the end we’ve come to

Whether you’ve dreamed it or not

I’ll dream for you

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Because you're gone

And I am lost.