i am not trying

to whore for attention

honestly

i am truly asking

welcoming

aid

of any sort because

im not alright anymore

i thought things were so

perfect

but they are not i

need something

i dont know what

but

if you are out there

waiting for me

please

come forward i

need you

i need

help

i need your help

please

i am

desperate

i do not know that i

can go on anymore

i am not

begging for attention

i am just begging

for assistance

things arent the way

they

should be

they are not perfect

i am used to perfect

used to flawless

why is it that

the turn is so sharp for those

on top

i had the world in my

hands

clutching it in my fingers

it slipped out so

easily

i was not expecting it in fact

i did not even feel it

going

going

gone

until i woke up

from the dream id been living

where is my life

going

there are

so many paths and

i dont know which one

i should take

to search for my

life

its gone

its over

my mind

has run away with my life

and

theyve run away together

to find happiness

but

my mind

and my life

are no longer of me

ive lost

my mind

ive lost

my life